Emotional

Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy, but sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel emotional

Happy Birthday To ME !

Happy Birthday Wishes in order from which I got them:

Thanks to Lindsey who replied late to my text to tell her to come outside but Texted me a Happy Birthday later .. lol
Thanks to Sarah who chilled with me till 12 so she could be with me when I turned 21 lol
Thanks to Margie who couldn't chill till midnight but told Sarah to tell me Happy Birthday again at 12 AND the Myspace Comment AND the Chat on AIM hehe
Thanks to Noe who was the 1st to Myspace Comment me a Happy Birthday hehe
Thanks to Andrew [my brother] he actually sent me a text right at midnight even tho he was right downstairs lol
Thanks to Landon who texted me Happy Birthday even tho he was "studying hard" with Steven
Thanks to Mailyn who posted a video for me [posted below. watch it and enjoy] Mailyn totally owns all! hehehe
Thanks to Buena for the Gmail Happy Birthday Message .. lol
Thanks to Cousin Aimee who texted at 6:35am to say Happy Birthday
Thanks to Treena who woke me up with 28 texts [just received 31 more at the moment so i believe more r still on its way] k it stopped at 34 so that makes 62 total. Thanks a bunch
Thanks to Donna L who TRIED to text or called at 12 but ended up falling asleep but Myspace Commented me instead this morning .. hahaha
Thanks to my BEST FRIEND Sherwin for the Myspace Comment Happy Birthday
Thanks to Cousin Crisselle who texted at 10:09am. I hope she was at recess .. and NOT in class lol
Thanks to Auntie Rain for the Birthday Call this morning AND the Myspace Comment .. Happy Birthday in 2 days !! hehe
Thanks to Auntie Sun for the Birthday Calll this morning as well .. Happy Birthday in 4 days to you!! haha
Thanks to Jumar for the Buddy Poke Birthday Greeting =]
Thanks to Rachael for the Myspace Comment
Thanks to Raja for the Myspace Comment as well
Thanks to MY SECOND CANDIDATE Chasity for the Weirdest Myspace Birthday Comment EVER ! hahaha
Thanks to Alex for the Myspace Comment Birthday Greeting
Thanks to Justin aslo for the Myspace Comment Birthday Greeting haha
Thanks to Cousin Abby for the Birthday Phone Call
Thanks to Mother for the Birthday Phone Call from Work .. hahaha
Thanks to Sheryl for the Gmail Message Birthday Message =]
Thanks to Brandon for the AIM Happy Birthday Greeting =P
Thanks to Felicia for remembering that its my birthday =]
Thanks to Amixa for the Myspace Birthday Comment
Thanks to MY FIRST CANDIDATE Alyssa for the
Thanks to Cousin Angelica and Ira who left me a VoiceMail and played Happy Birthday for me on the piano .. lol
Thanks to Daniel for the Singing [well screaming .. lol] Happy Birthday over the Phone to me
Thanks to Uncle Ronald for the Myspace Birthday Comment !! Happy Birthday to you as well =]
Thanks to DonnaLyn for the Birthday Text
Thanks to Nikki for the Birthday Text
Thanks to Teo for the Birthday Prayer at Community tonight
Thanks to Mason for the Birthday Hug hehe
Thanks to Greg for the Birthday Hug
Thanks to Nick for the Birthday Hug AND High Five lmao
Thanks to Uncle John for the Birthday Wish
Thanks to Auntie Sandy for the Birthday Greeting as well
Thanks to Karla fo the Birthday Wish
Thanks to Sandy for the Birthday Greeting
Thanks to James for the Birthday Hug
Thanks to Aldrich [sorry if i spelt it wrong] for the Birthday Hug
Thanks to Kenneth for the Myspace Birthday Comment
Thanks to Shaun for the Myspace Birthday Comment
Thanks to Ryan for the Blogspot Birthday Comment .. hehe

The list may be a little out of order but I tried on what I can remember haha
Its still only about 6pm so Hopefully theres more to come. If so I'll be sure to update
Thanks again to everyone who Called, Texted, Myspace Commented, Gmailed, Sang, or told Sarah to tell me Happy Birthday ! You guys totally made my 21st an awesome one =]


^^ Video Done By Mailyn. She Owns You All !! LoL


^^ Video Done By Sarah


^^ Video SENT By Buena. hahaha

I Asked God

I asked God for strength,
that I might achieve,
I was made weak
to humbly obey.

I asked for health,
that I might do greater things,
I was given infirmity
that I might do better things.

I asked for riches,
that I might be happy,
I was given poverty
that I might be wise.

I asked for power,
that I might have the praise of men,
I was given weakness,
that I might feel the need of God.

I asked for all things,
that I might enjoy life,
I was given life,
that I might enjoy all things.

I got nothing that I asked for -
but everything I had hoped for.

Almost despite myself,
my unspoken prayers were answered.

I am among all men
most richly blessed.

-- Author Unknown --

^^ I LOVE this poem
its gets me through all the tough times

Well I'm on my break and need to head about out towards Waianae in about 2 hours. I was planning on staying in Waianae during my break and just chill at "Tracks" and just sit and think about stuff but cause its a holiday there were a few too many people than I expected to be there so thus, I just came home. So while I'm here I might as well blog about the "Sponsor/Candidate" night we had last night. Yea I put it in "" 's IDK I'm just kind of upset that it got so huge cause it was supposed to be sponsors and candidates and I guess it just got out of hand. I was a bit disappointed that neither of my candidates could make it again but what can I do right. I really wished both of them came cause I wanted to have a talk with them both. 1 is already confirmed so shes stuck with me for life already muahahaha so I just wanted to talk to her about how I'm doing as her sponsor and what I can do and to let her know that she can always call cause I only live down the road ;) lol As for the other 1 she still has a choice whether or not she wants to "dump" me or keep me haha I know this is gay but I feel small kine ignored by her like we talk but its not like how it used to be. I wanna know what I have to do to be better cause if I'm not gonna be used like I should be then whats my purpose? I wanna vent but the words won't come out the way I want it to without getting the story twisted. So if ya wanna talk just hit me up and make me feel better =[ lol

-- Drea

6 Days Left !

OMG there is only 6 days left till our Ho'ike >_< !
Well, we had our rehearsal/line up placements today. It went ok I think. Only dancing 3 songs this year. It should be four but I haven't been around cause of work to finish the chant =[ So I'm fine with just 3 songs. I get to stand next to Anvie for the finale hehe how awesome is that ;) I had fun. I got to see a LOT of old faces from the teens class that I used to be in AND got to hang out a bit with Ms Andam =P hahaha man, I wish it didn't sell out cause I think that everyone from church would have liked this show. Now I stink so I need to take a shower before I leave for mass. I'll update later if I'm still up to it.

-- Drea

Role Model

Didn't get to blog it out last night so ill tell you now ;)
Well, Sarah Landon Margie Donna Justin and I went to Ward to go watch the movie "Role Model" and all I have to say about that movie is ... OMG ! LoL Had some awesome weird awkward talks in the car but who doesn't love those =P
I wanted my candidates [Alyssa or Chasity] to come but I guess they couldn't make it =[
O well, they missed out! haha jk jk I love them ;)
Hmmm, I just got home from work so maybe I'll update with you guys later. I need a nap =[

-- Drea

What We Do At The Boys And Girls Club!

Sarah, Mailyn, and I were bored
So we made a video =P
Enjoy !



-- Drea

Just The Beginning ...

Well hello there,

I was bored so looks like I'm joining the whole blogspot crew. LoL IDK how often I'll use this thing but I'll try to update every once in a while. Well theres been a lot of drama going around that I would like to vent about but lets get to know each other first ;) haha IDK what I'm saying, I'm pretty bored. I didn't go to school today cause I was really tired. Haven't been getting much sleep for the past couple of nights. But was woken up by Ateh Shar. She called cause she was hungry, so we went to go eat at Genki's Sushi! Its about time. haha it was GREAT! I got to vent and just tell her about my problems that I've been having. It made me miss my sponsor cause its been ages since I got to see her and just have a conversation with her and all that fun stuff. Talking to Shar made me think about the situation that I'm in and made me realize how messed up things have gotten when "other people" get into certain peoples business when they shouldn't be. I have SO many people that I need to talk to about the situation. I'm just not sure how to put it all into words. Hmmm well I'm not too sure what to say now. I'll save the rest of my story for after I talk to them cause I'm not like a certain someone who only knows HALF of the story.

Thanks for reading and being kinda nosey. LoL
-- Drea